By Josh Sabarra
Tormented through schoolmates for being “different,” Josh clung to his aberrantly shut relationships with a small circle of ladies. yet, despite that help, the disgrace and contempt that grew from his sexuality locked him in a jail of self-hate that robbed him of an emotional and sexual id for greater than 3 a long time. motion picture studio jobs, during which he met superstar idols, resulted in friendships and relationships with many of the industry’s so much extraordinary characters. these intimacies created a fake experience of popularity and approval, requiring that he proceed to up the stakes – star fans, the loopy global of on-line courting, sexual fetishists and porn stars-for-hire.
The homosexual ally you usually sought after, Josh Sabarra promises a whip-smart, poignant memoir set opposed to a glittering backdrop that's right now heartbreaking, glamorous, attractive and hilariously honest.